Tirtharthi das Remembers Srila Prabhupada

Tirtharti: I was really hankering for Srila Prabhupada’s personal association. I was desperate. It seemed that so many devotees were getting his personal association and that I was a nobody, a new devotee. Somehow I conned my way into a morning walk on Venice Beach. I was nervous and scared. I was walking on Srila Prabhupada’s right, and he was talking about the waves and the ocean. One wave came up high and almost touched Srila Prabhupada’s feet. I jumped up on the embankment and Prabhupada saw that the wave was going to wet his feet. He put his hand out to me and I helped him up the embankment. That was it for me. I actually touched Prabhupada and helped him up the embankment. But I started to feel my oats. I started getting puffed up, and I thought, “I’m going to ask him a question. I am actually going to come right out and ask him a question.” My heart’s desire was to get Srila Prabhupada’s recognition, not his answer to my question. I can’t remember the exact question, but I asked something about Tulasi devi. Srila Prabhupada turned to me and said, “Why are you asking me this question?” I stuttered and said, “Well I am worshiping Tulasi devi, Srila Prabhupada . . .” He repeated, “Why are you asking me this question?” I lost it that time. I shut up and turned every color of the rainbow. Then he answered my question. In all his mercy, Prabhupada answered my question.

I was with a devotee named Brahma Rupa, and both of us were hankering for Prabhupada’s association. Once, Brahma Rupa had a bright idea. He got a pail full of flower petals to shower Srila Prabhupada when he came out the door. But Brahma Rupa was so nervous that he made the petals into a ball and hit Prabhupada on the head with that ball. I thought, “There goes Brahma Rupa’s spiritual life. That’s it for him.” But Prabhupada just folded his hands. We said, “Jaya, Srila Prabhupada!” It was wonderful.

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