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==Prabhupada Memories==
===Interview 01===


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'''Candramauli Swami:''' Prabhupada was sitting outside surrounded by a large  group of devotees and he glanced in my direction. It seemed like he was looking  at me and looking through me. I’ll never forget that look. I thought, “Oh, my God,  he’s seeing what I don’t want him to see.” The fact that he noticed me was a nice  experience but the other half of it was, “I’m afraid of what he’s seeing.”     
 
 
Before the class, Ambarish das, a New Vrindavan  cowherd boy, led gurupuja. When he finished singing, Pusta Krishna Maharaj,  Prabhupada’s servant, picked up the mridanga and started to chant the Hare  Krishna maha-mantra. We wondered why he did that because it seemed like  Ambarish had already ended the kirtan. Later we learned that Srila Prabhupada  never liked to be worshiped without Krishna also being worshiped in the same  kirtan. In other words, even in his gurupuja kirtans, we had to chant Hare  Krishna because Prabhupada felt that worship of the spiritual master must  include worship of Krishna. This experience taught us something important.     
 
 
On a morning walk in Central Park I was way in the  back when Prabhupada was talking about how, in this materialistic civilization,  everybody rushes around in different ways. He said, “The man is running on four  tires and the dog is running on four legs. So what is the difference? No difference.  They are both doing the same business, running. Running for what, sense gratification?”     
 
 
Prabhupada said that out of the four bodily activities—  eating, sleeping, mating and defending—the most dangerous one for a devotee is  oversleeping because it leads to the others. He said, “First of all, if you sleep too  much you’re wasting time that should be used for Krishna’s service. And  secondly, too much sleep enhances the attraction for eating and for mating.” That  shocked me. I thought another one of the bodily activities was the most  dangerous.     
 
 
In New Vrindavan a devotee asked, “Prabhupada, what  happens if we have no determination?” Prabhupada said, “Then you are an  animal. An animal cannot be determined. As soon as they hear a little sound, they  run in fear. So no determination means animal life. You must have determination  otherwise you can’t execute Krishna consciousness.” He made a strong and clear  statement: “You are an animal if you can’t become determined.”     
 
 
The qualities in Srila Prabhupada that stand out in my  mind are assuredness, certainty and conviction. Prabhupada didn’t hypothesize  or theorize. He spoke the truth with such conviction that you could understand  that what he said was true. His purity came through with his message and his  message could not be argued. I was convinced by Srila Prabhupada’s conviction  and purity. When he said something with that conviction and that purity, there  was nothing else to say. You were convinced. That’s the outstanding quality that  attracted me to Prabhupada.  Generally when philosophers speak, there’s a sense of uncertainty. Or if  they’re not uncertain, then they’re trying to convince themselves while they try to  convince you. Prabhupada wasn’t like that. When he spoke it was, “This is the  way it is. This is it.” I liked that. I’m impressed and attracted when someone  speaks like that. And when Prabhupada spoke, it was powerful. Therefore I had  no problem with anything he did or said. I never questioned anything because I  could see that he was a unique personality.     
 
 
Prabhupada talked about his eternal bodily color. He  said, “My color is golden with a tinge of red.” If we search the scriptures we will  find that Lord Nityananda is gold with a red tint. I don’t want to say anything  beyond that, but Prabhupada said that was his color. It was one of those  moments.              
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'''The full Prabhupada Memories Series can be viewed [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-Ajeil3NjKKgeN9-fxeWwQ here] and also at [https://www.prabhupadamemories.com www.prabhupadamemories.com]'''
'''The full Prabhupada Memories Series can be viewed [https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC-Ajeil3NjKKgeN9-fxeWwQ here] and also at [https://www.prabhupadamemories.com www.prabhupadamemories.com]'''
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==Following Srila Prabhupada==
 
===Interview DVD 07===
 
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'''Candramauli Swami:'''  When the word got back that certain persons had been chosen to go with Kirtanananda to meet Prabhupada at the airport and I wasn’t the one, so I was quite unhappy, very unhappy. I was devastated. But I decided, “OK, I can’t go, but let me cook for Prabhupada.” So I started to make the pera. While I was cooking it, I was playing one tape of Baradraj. He sings so beautifully, and I was feeling separation from Prabhupada. So I was crying and cooking at the same time, which really doesn’t work so good. So I had finished the pera, and then I looked at it and I realized that this doesn’t look like good pera. The texture was off, the color was off. So I thought, “I can’t offer this to Prabhupada, so let me offer what I had made for the Deities,” they were nice. So I put that aside. Then Radhanath brahmacari, he was going around collecting the milk sweets and all the other sweets. So rather than taking the ones that I had set aside for Prabhupada, he took the other ones. So when I came back, I realized what happened. I said, “Oh, God.” I was thinking, “Prabhupada’s not even going to look at them, they’re so bad.” Then the next day Kirtanananda…he hardly ever talked to me because he was always busy doing so many things…he made a point to come and see me, and he was incredulous. He looked at me and he said, “You know, I saw Prabhupada do something that I have never seen him do before. He ate three of your pera, one after another.”
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Prabhupada Memories

Interview 01


Candramauli Swami: Prabhupada was sitting outside surrounded by a large group of devotees and he glanced in my direction. It seemed like he was looking at me and looking through me. I’ll never forget that look. I thought, “Oh, my God, he’s seeing what I don’t want him to see.” The fact that he noticed me was a nice experience but the other half of it was, “I’m afraid of what he’s seeing.”


Before the class, Ambarish das, a New Vrindavan cowherd boy, led gurupuja. When he finished singing, Pusta Krishna Maharaj, Prabhupada’s servant, picked up the mridanga and started to chant the Hare Krishna maha-mantra. We wondered why he did that because it seemed like Ambarish had already ended the kirtan. Later we learned that Srila Prabhupada never liked to be worshiped without Krishna also being worshiped in the same kirtan. In other words, even in his gurupuja kirtans, we had to chant Hare Krishna because Prabhupada felt that worship of the spiritual master must include worship of Krishna. This experience taught us something important.


On a morning walk in Central Park I was way in the back when Prabhupada was talking about how, in this materialistic civilization, everybody rushes around in different ways. He said, “The man is running on four tires and the dog is running on four legs. So what is the difference? No difference. They are both doing the same business, running. Running for what, sense gratification?”


Prabhupada said that out of the four bodily activities— eating, sleeping, mating and defending—the most dangerous one for a devotee is oversleeping because it leads to the others. He said, “First of all, if you sleep too much you’re wasting time that should be used for Krishna’s service. And secondly, too much sleep enhances the attraction for eating and for mating.” That shocked me. I thought another one of the bodily activities was the most dangerous.


In New Vrindavan a devotee asked, “Prabhupada, what happens if we have no determination?” Prabhupada said, “Then you are an animal. An animal cannot be determined. As soon as they hear a little sound, they run in fear. So no determination means animal life. You must have determination otherwise you can’t execute Krishna consciousness.” He made a strong and clear statement: “You are an animal if you can’t become determined.”


The qualities in Srila Prabhupada that stand out in my mind are assuredness, certainty and conviction. Prabhupada didn’t hypothesize or theorize. He spoke the truth with such conviction that you could understand that what he said was true. His purity came through with his message and his message could not be argued. I was convinced by Srila Prabhupada’s conviction and purity. When he said something with that conviction and that purity, there was nothing else to say. You were convinced. That’s the outstanding quality that attracted me to Prabhupada. Generally when philosophers speak, there’s a sense of uncertainty. Or if they’re not uncertain, then they’re trying to convince themselves while they try to convince you. Prabhupada wasn’t like that. When he spoke it was, “This is the way it is. This is it.” I liked that. I’m impressed and attracted when someone speaks like that. And when Prabhupada spoke, it was powerful. Therefore I had no problem with anything he did or said. I never questioned anything because I could see that he was a unique personality.


Prabhupada talked about his eternal bodily color. He said, “My color is golden with a tinge of red.” If we search the scriptures we will find that Lord Nityananda is gold with a red tint. I don’t want to say anything beyond that, but Prabhupada said that was his color. It was one of those moments.

The full Prabhupada Memories Series can be viewed here and also at www.prabhupadamemories.com


Following Srila Prabhupada

Interview DVD 07

Candramauli Swami: When the word got back that certain persons had been chosen to go with Kirtanananda to meet Prabhupada at the airport and I wasn’t the one, so I was quite unhappy, very unhappy. I was devastated. But I decided, “OK, I can’t go, but let me cook for Prabhupada.” So I started to make the pera. While I was cooking it, I was playing one tape of Baradraj. He sings so beautifully, and I was feeling separation from Prabhupada. So I was crying and cooking at the same time, which really doesn’t work so good. So I had finished the pera, and then I looked at it and I realized that this doesn’t look like good pera. The texture was off, the color was off. So I thought, “I can’t offer this to Prabhupada, so let me offer what I had made for the Deities,” they were nice. So I put that aside. Then Radhanath brahmacari, he was going around collecting the milk sweets and all the other sweets. So rather than taking the ones that I had set aside for Prabhupada, he took the other ones. So when I came back, I realized what happened. I said, “Oh, God.” I was thinking, “Prabhupada’s not even going to look at them, they’re so bad.” Then the next day Kirtanananda…he hardly ever talked to me because he was always busy doing so many things…he made a point to come and see me, and he was incredulous. He looked at me and he said, “You know, I saw Prabhupada do something that I have never seen him do before. He ate three of your pera, one after another.”